Nikki Craft's Initial Statement
[slightly edited for grammar and punctuation.]
It occurs to me that people coming to this group now might not be aware that the photograph of the two women slitting the man's throat is the original graphic that Jennifer McLune put on this group and on Celies Revenge. I have no affinity or affiliation with the image. Also I did not choose the name for this group and had it not already been named I would not have chosen it for this purpose. ~~Nikki Craft
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PLEASE NOTE: Off Our Backs had nothing whatsoever to do with the mailings that were done about Jennifer McLune from the oob Facebook group or the "We're RADICAL Feminists, NOT the FUN Kind!". I did them. ~~Nikki Craft
A few days ago when I went to the original oob FB group that Jennifer had stolen, yes stolen, from the oob Collective and there was a link that said the job of administrator was available. I clicked the link and poof it was my approved position. The position for this group "We're RADICAL Feminists, NOT the FUN Kind!" (a group Jennifer had been a past admin for) was also available. So I had legitimate and full administrative rights over both groups, and after returning oob's group to them I still (as of the writing of this statement) had Administrator's rights over Radical Feminists NOT the FUN Kind!).
The night I became administrator I put out two mailings from each group to the members. One mailing said that the 46 oob members that Jennifer had banned could return to the oob group and the other mailing included Karla Mantilla's statement. [which was a public document at that time] I sent that out and clearly stated that I was not associated in any way with oob because I wanted to make sure people got her statement because so many people were demanding to see it. I felt there would be an overlap of people in the “Not The Fun Kind” group who might also want to be aware of it as well.
Off Our Backs not only had nothing to do with what I did, and in fact they objected to me doing it so much so that they demanded that I remove everything off the group immediately. I would have broken no FB rule had I kept the oob group but I turned it over to the collective because it was obviously the only right thing to do (and I had originally obtained it for them anyway).
After I turned their group over to them that had been absconded with by Jennifer McLune, I quickly began to realize that what I had done was seriously damaging the women at oob, which I had never intended. What I had not expected or predicted was that Jennifer, her friends and allies continued to accuse them even after oob explained over and over that they had no control over their Facebook group. They did all this to oob even after I had clearly stated I was in no way associated with the collective, and that was the truth. When I realized those false accusations were going to persist even without any evidence against them I offered to write this statement.
I got involved here in the first place because three years ago Jennifer McLune unleashed--out of the blue-similar, totally fabricated, taunting allegations about me at a time when I was dying of gall bladder illness and she knew it. The incident that she chose to bring up three years after it happened, which began the clash, took place on the CATW Australian anti-prostitution list. On her own list she made false allegations about the white radical feminists on the list and claimed that we were enabling racism by staying on the list after a woc was expelled for trying to confront them about an incident that had taken three years prior to that. Jennifer encouraged her list friends to go post it all over the internet and discuss it on radio. She said I just don't think Nikki Craft gets it like I do. I was on the list. I knew different. Every radical feminist that I knew of that she had labeled WHITE SUPREMACIST FEMINIST RACISTS!! had written statements against racism and signed off the list in protest of the CATW list policies, including myself. I had/have the emails to substantiate what she said was not true and even so she and her friends, labeled me a WHITE SUPREMACIST FEMINIST RACIST!!. And I didn't have one person in that forum supporting me in any way. [written Jan 14, 2009 Actually i have to revise this, there were several women who not only supported me but assisted me at that time behind the scenes.] ***GET PERMISSION
For the record here is the email i wrote when I removed myself from the CATW list and I can also produce many more articulate statements written by other radical feminists who did the same.
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 14:45:12 -0600 To:CATWa Anti-Prostitution List From: Nikki Craft
Subject: Re: [catw-australia] List Protocol
Hi Carole and everyone, I've been so busy I haven't had time to read all the posts on catw-australia list on a consistent basis. I have however now gotten the overall drift, and if this is indeed the policy of the list, then please unsubscribe me as well.
I will regret not being on the list but am not interested in being on any list with such restraints that serves to silence such an important exchange. I hope you will reconsider this policy. I understand you have important responsibilities with regards to the list, however I strongly believe this response to be an ethical and tactical mistake.
Sincerely, Nikki Craft
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Back in 2006 I experienced nothing like what has happened in this instance when it came to oob rather than Jennifer McLune. For weeks with all these people aggressively demanding documentation from oob, taking screenprints, etc.; all blindly supportive and all. In fact I was called a racist for daring to ask a woc for documentation. At one point during Jenn's confrontation I was admitted to the emergency room in critical condition and hospitalized for four days and almost died. When I brought up, as a reason for my delay in responding, that it was because I was sick, I was accused of "tears and manipulation" and demeaned by Jennifer as being a weak white girl. No empathy. When I tried to be a friend supporting Jennifer thru a depression of failing her schooling to become a librarian she later lashed out at me publicly and accused me of expecting her to be my “mammy” when that could not have been further from the truth. It was the other way around, if anything, as it is in many of her other relationships with other people. There are friends who have known Jennifer for a long time where she has never even asked them how they are doing once or where she seemed even vaguely interested at all in what they were doing. That's what our relationship was and so it hurt all the more when she later threw the word “mammy" like a glass of ice water in my face. So you see I know all about Jennifer McLune's sisterly caring and compassion and when I saw she was doing an almost exact replay of the same thing to oob as she has now done to a number of her x-friends I did not want them to have to face it as I and many other women now have done, alone.
White Women Must Be Stopped!**
PASS THIS STATEMENT ON…OR ELSE!! ; )
Nikki Craft, October 17, 2009
Reprinted from We're RADICAL Feminists, NOT the FUN Kind!
[This Facebook group has since been closed down. It was the group I became admin for after Jennifer's account was deleted for cyber stalking.]
ADDENDUM
I added this section to reply to questions and more accusations of racism after I published my statement. Many from Milla Ahola, a white racist woman from Finland.
Milla said it was racist that i used such words as "out of the blue", "unleashing" "taunting" and "fabrication".
When i said "out of the blue" I meant that in our personal interaction that there was no warning. By "unleashing" I am saying that when she began throwing false allegations about me and the Australian radical feminists on that particular list that were totally false and then "WHITE SUPREMACIST FEMINIST RACIST" name calling "out of the blue" that she was "unleashing". Yes I did perceive it as "taunting" the way she was doing it. That was my experience. Yes it was fabricated. The world history of oppression of people of color is not related to my statement and doesn't have to be. She fabricated false allegations against us and then when she was simply asked by me for documentation of that, when i knew it was not true and she could not prove it, and she could not provide it she diverted from her own accountability and called me a racist for asking for it. Yep that exactly is what I'm saying in those exact words.
Milla was concerned that I was "trying to portray Jennifer as dumb" and that I was not judging Jennifer fairly because I stated that I had contacted her after she had failed her semester of school and I had contacted her to be a support person to her, which I was, and what I stated was in direct reference to the fact that she was having trouble in school.
I did not try to portray Jennifer as dumb by mentioning her having difficulty in school. That was the context of our phone contact and I spent a great deal of my energy hoping to support her because of that horrible experience she had at the school. My point was that I had no expectation of her supporting me for anything, which she did not. Which is fine. But still, I think perhaps it will be understandable to at least some reading this, if not you, that it came as a pretty big surprise when she so suddenly started posting these false accusations on a list, when I was collapsing in the street from an illness I probably should have died from. It was a huge and disappointing surprise.
There were accusations that I expected Jennifer to "mammy" me.
I never expected Jennifer to "mammy" me as she claims. I never needed Jennifer's comfort, support or approval for anything, back then or now. But something else I did not need was her attacking me at the time when I was the most down in my life "out of the blue", yes, as a little repayment for my attempts to be her friend. It's totally okay now tho. I'm quite relieved to know these things about Jennifer so I can protect myself from her. I bring this out now only in response to all this writing she is doing about expecting such kind, caring, sensitivity and sisterhood to say that was not my personal experience with her at all.
Divine Purpose accused of being a racist for moonlighting using a latina internet name.
I've been called racist for choosing the name Luna Miranda.
I chose Luna because of the moon and Miranda was a screen name i had used before, threw them together and thought it had a nice sound to it. That's all. Call it ignorance or being too rushed and busy to be thinking on that level but I did not connect it to being a Latina name. In hindsight i can somewhat understand that someone might think i was trying to pass as a Latina woman however anyone who knows me would also know that if I was really trying to pass you wouldn't know it was me.
And I signed my name to the statement that was released under my own name so it was a very weak attempt at any pass at anything is all I can say. As it is also a weak attempt to try to accuse me of trying to pass as anyone but myself since I signed my name to the statement saying I was the admin. I never intended this to be any kind of a disguise to my race or anything else. It was an internet screen name and nothing more. If I was trying to be "politically correct" or win over anyone with the screen name consider why I would have chosen a man's name to email the oob mailing list. Not exactly a decision that would win friends and influence people.
I've now changed the account over to my name and will fix as many comments as I can but all previous ones were deleted when i canceled the Luna account. Over the years I have used my real name when very few women on the internet have done so and I have done this while doing extremely risky political actions. If you have objections to women using alternate names on the internet then please talk to the whole friggin blogosphere.
Furthermore it's funny that Divine Purpose is writing under a false identity admonishing me for writing under one. It's also true that women have been attacking me and other women with real names and identities since the beginning of time while hiding behind screen names and nobody said a word about it.
So due to popular demand I delete the internet persona I originally posted under and started posting under my actual name and of course all the other posts disappeared. If I hadn't wanted them up there I wouldn't have put them there in the first place. I didn't want them deleted and i have tried to replace most of them. but now the complaint is that I deleted my own posts. No I didn't. Face Book did after all y'all threatened to report me and get it removed when I canceled the account myself.
I was accused of "stealing" and "hacking" the facebook group We're RADICAL Feminists, NOT the FUN Kind!
Nope, I did not break any FB rules to obtain the groups and Jennifer most likely violated more than FB rules to obtain the oob group while blocking the rightful owners of the collective after she had quit the collective. of course that's not for me to decide. I simply clicked the Admin link and I was the official Admin of both groups. What I was saying is that there is nothing against the FB rules there.
I was criticized for not apologizing for using the name Luna Miranda, for becoming admin for the group etc and because of this that I was arrogant and not willing to look at my race privilege or accept criticism.
I didn't apologize because I'm not sorry. I only apologize for things when I'm sorry. The moon was bombed recently and I have been ranting for weeks about it. The moon was on my mind. Miranda is the name of the main actress on Sex and the City, one of the most important legal warning to protect rights (Miranda Warning) and the name of an international appliance company for cripes sake. It did not cross my mind to think I needed to be a woc to distribute that material. Furthermore I didn't apologize because I don't regret anything I've done.
On second thought there are a few things I regret, which I have changed. The main one being that I put oob thru grief after I retrieved their group for them from the jeopardy that Jennifer put it in by absconding with it AFTER she had resigned, blocking the actual collective's access, not notifying the members and then turning it lose for whoever wanted to have it when she, err, by her own words canceled her FB account without taking care that oobs group was safe in the hands of another administrator.
A close ally expressed disappointment that this would have been an opportunity for me to be a good role model example for younger women.
Even tho there will be many who disagree with my actions here, and even tho I was not thinking of it until after the fact, or caring if I was being one during the more intense moments of this political action, I do believe I have been a good role model.
I personally was aware of numerous instances of women being abused with impunity by Jennifer because few would confront her. It was pattern. I found out in the last few months that she was doing the same type of abusive powerplays against women of colour as well.
I've done what I have done here--and will always continue to do the same when I can in any similar situation--by standing up to bullies no matter what the personal attack and peer pressure to do otherwise might be; no matter if the person may be black or white. As I have said several times during this confrontation, I am not motivated by white guilt.
Nikki Craft, most all this was written October 19, 2009 except for the last entry which was written today, January 14, 2010.
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(I will be updating this page and others in this directory as I see fit.)
**you will find an over abundance of the words "OR ELSE" "WHITE WOMEN MUST BE STOPPED!!", capitalizations and exclamation marks throughout these posts and they are satirizations of Jennifer McLune and "Divine Purpose" postings.
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